I remember the day we first met.I came home from the kindergarten and saw a furball in a bascet.My granny saw you following her and decided to bring you to live with ys.I fell inlove the moment I saw you.Such a cute and furry puppy..When everybody went to do stuff I let you lay your head on my knees and stayed untill you fell asleep.My mom yelled 'dont touch him,hes got flees!' But that didnt bother me at all.I remember how I couldn't wait till I'm big enough to take you for a walk..I was so happy and proud when it happened for the first time.
Remember how we used to play with your favorite ball?That was so much fun.
I had so many problems and bad days back when I was a teenager.I was betrayed,hurt,depressed..I was mean,antisocial..But you still loved me no matter what happened.Even when I was mean to YOU you still wiggled your tail.
It was getting harder when you got old.But we are the only ones to blame,not you.Still,no matter what people said,I stood beside you and supported you,just like you always did.
Im sorry you had to go through this.
Im sorry for being a bad owner and friend.
Im sorry I wasnt there when you were scared.
Im sorry I didnt give you a big hug for the last time.
Im sorry for all the bad things Ive done to you.
I really wish I could say it while you were still alive.If only I could kiss your forehead before you closed your eyes.It hurts my heart to know that youll never hear this..and you probably died hating me for not being by your side..Im so sorry Charlie..
It feels so empty without you.As I went to the kitchen I was waiting for you to come for some snacks.But then I realized..
My eyes hurt from crying.My face burns from tears.My heart hurt from knowing that you are cold and theres nothing I can do to make you warm.
Dont be mad at me,Charlie.please..
I want to believe that theres heaven for pets,where you can have a deserved rest,even though I wish I could make you feel like its heaven while you were here with me..
I love you Charlie,and I will never forget you,friend.Rest in peace
If you feel like laughing at me for crying like crazy over the dog - do it.Im not ashamed to adimt that I treat animals better than most humans.Animals dont betray,thet dont lie,and they dont leave when you are not someone they they expected you to be.Animals love you for who you are,and they trust you no matter what.Unfortunately,Charlies trust of my mom has led him to death..Animals trust to the end because unlike humans,they have pure soul.So please,love your pets while you can,because you can never know if its the last day you see them....
Fuck i cant stop crying